Sunday, August 23, 2015

Rum Raisin Cake

Rum Raisin Cake

Anyone know a good rum raisin cake batter recipe?  I wanted one in the style of "Kulich"  that we used to have at Russian Easter but not religious, if that makes sense...

For the movie I wanted to create a signature cake for the Attu village and was thinking a rum raisin one would work. 
Attu Basket
I was picturing some sort of piping to show the weaves and design like this: 

https://www.youtube.com/user/davidcakesmaccarfrae
David's Cakes Youtube channel

 I dont know, I so wish my talent matched my imagination!  Imagine the sides of a cake with masks like this and piping for the netting!

David Groat Masks
Maybe I am just hungry?  hehe...  Ohh though, I was having fun this last week trying to picture cakes.  I am not sure why it caught my imagination, but overdosed on Cake Boss!  :p


But my mind settled on the flavor of Rum Raisin.  I can remember my mom soaked them overnight and it always tasted so amazing!  Of course, half the charm was it was only once a year treat so kept it special!    But now I want to recreate that same feeling when someone buys an 'Attu cake'!

Not that I plan on selling any but I will have to show some for sale somewhere!  :p

In a good mood, hope you are too!  hugs!

~Sea

Monday, August 17, 2015

Diabetes ~ woot, under control!

Diabetes ~ woot, under control!

Wow, I am thrilled!  I had my check up today for my diabetes and I had changed from Metformin to a natural pill and hoped it would show good results, it did.

I am so excited and relieved!  I was diagnosed with diabetes type 2 at the beginning of the year and it was out of control.  I forget the technical names but the one that is supposed to be around 6.5 or so was at 13.5 and the one that was supposed to be around 100 was over 400.  I wanted a more natural medicine then the metformin and found one called Glycemic Health



from Mountain Rose Herbs:





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My last blood draw I had done good, going from 13.5 to 7.4 and after 3 months of this I went down to 7.2 for today's blood draw.  The doctor was extremely pleased and said she will recommend it as well since it works and I did not need to go to that clinic anymore since I had it under control.  I am on 10 (is it ounces?? cc's?? ) of the insulin shot, was at 22, so doing good with that as well.   

We have been what I call "turning Vegetarian" for about 12 years now.  Except for the times we buy pastries or frozen veggie pizza and stuff from the store that has butter and cheese, we are mostly animal free.  We do still eat pizza and have not tried the vegan cheeses yet.  I was reading they have improved so much from 7 years ago so am willing to give it a try sometime soon!

So, it is a healthy lifestyle, I cut out the 20 ounce Mochas I was having around 3 times a week at least to once a month or so now.   Think I only had about 3 this whole summer!  That was hard, but needed to be done.  Each time I had one it shot up my blood sugar to over 400 so I had to stop even though I loved them so much!  So, much healthier for that!  We finally got the treadmill. I am slowly building up my time, still not where I would like to be on it but taking it slow and steady.

So, I do strongly recommend talking to your doctor about it, first get the healthy lifestyle going since that is most important change you need to make.  But after that definitely ask about this option.   I am not paid for this by anyone.  I had my ex-husband and father of my daughters who was diagnosed about a year before I was try it too.  He would not take any of the medicines his doctor wanted him to so I told him try this and had him put turmeric on his foods as well.  He had fingers that were swelling and now he looks much better.  Always talk to your doctor before trying any of these kinds of things.  He said his doctor was happy he was doing better too, but he wont take the insulin still.  So, it is helpful, and a natural choice if you are looking for that.

Hope everyone else had a great start to the week. 

Friday, August 7, 2015

David Groat revisited

David Groat revisited

I absolutely love his work!  I got some pics off his page to show and explain what parts and why..  I was lucky enough to meet him and talk about my project and he agreed to make a few masks.  I so hope I can get the funding needed and commission enough for the complete look! 



Now this one...  the demons of the nether world will look something like this... 
by David Groat
 What I like about it is the expression, colors and hair!  Can you imagine walking toward the woods where you know there is a great berry bush and seeing this coming toward you....  is it your friend dressing up or a demon from another realm coming to trick you?  (while I say woods, the Aleutian islands are mostly treeless!  So maybe in a patch of tall grass, the hair blending it in, camouflage,  it moves, you hear that sound, knowing something is getting closer then this appears in front of you!)...

Since I cant afford all the masks I would like (yet), we will take a base one like this and then take the "look" and turn it into eye masks, etc.    Some will have the hair and top eye part since that should be easy to make, time consuming but relatively easy...  This is the masked look, when we see them in their own area they are unmasked, maybe face painted these colors or something we will figure out as we go..  These 3 films have only  a few scenes but the tv series spin off of the first one has them featured...  so it is a big cost up front but one that carries on for years..

So whoever he is, his minions will have masks or clothes to match his...  As he is the leader type he will have a few costumes that are fancy and all out and his minions will have copied his look where they can and with what they can...


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Now this is amazing!  When I met with David Groat, he was telling me about these...  they are called Whistlers...  given the right wind direction they actually make a noise through their mouths!  I so want one!!  or 2 or 3!!!

by David Groat

But as the mask, it is what I picure those in the Spirit realm wearing more like...  where the feel is more earthy and friendly then the nether realm....

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Now this (if we could afford some this size) would be great for the Fates 4 and also for those whose job requires they be seen...

by David Groat
 I love the height of it, the wow factor is definitely there!  Plus, placement can really change it too...  imagine wearing it on the face for stature, then a minion might have the face part on more the belly area with the face peeking through the hole there... or it is a 2 headed creature like the totem poles you see in South Eastern Alaska!    




This is my favorite...  this I can see the demoness' wearing, maybe with feathers instead of fur in colors to signify where they rule or live...  volcano ones with fiery colored feathers, ocean ones with blue, etc..

by David Groat
I just love it so much!  The beading across the mask I especially love!  We can mimic that in the minions and humans!


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Of course, these are not the ones in the movie, these are ones already sold...  but with luck and funding I can get some for the movies!  What is cool, is once other artists see I love the masks I am sure they will offer some too!  The variety will be good to show the vastness of these lands!  I would love some from other cultures, we have dozens and dozens up here! 

But once I get the masks I will build the looks from there...  while I have a basic idea of what I want, I want the artists themselves to design them...  I trust what they feel as they create them will be right for the films!   I wonder how hard it will be to get eye masks made off of the originals...   I can imagine the crafters will love the challenge!

One thing I look forward to in the special effects make up course!  learning to create this sort of thing with latex!  will be so amazing!!  I have been watching Youtube videos and am so excited and cant wait to try it firsthand!

Dream big or go home!!!  hehe, hopefully this small taste of my culture will make you curious and you will tell your friends about it and we can generate some interest so my funders will be happy and feel more confident in the project! 

hugs and see you again soon!  




Mindless thoughts that make you think...

Mindless thoughts that make you think...

I love the internet!  For becoming a filmmaker, I Googled to find a lot and followed links and more links to find some stuff  I like and understand and others that are bleh...   Lol, it still does not think "googled" is a word yet...  update the dictionary, googling is here to stay I think!

Man, though, picturing it all, I am so excited!!  I have been in talks with a make up company who are willing to come up here to do a workshop with us.  I tried to make it seem like an honor to be chosen, hehe, like you get to guide the newbs and imprint your style onto us!  If the financing comes together like I want then it will be so cool!!  I mean, we need to learn it and that costs money and I figured it was easier to keep my crew here and bring them to us and they agreed!

Except, I am not sure if my funders will want to use their own company maybe...  not that far into talks to know which way that wind is blowing...Lol, so far not into talks that "talks in person" have not occurred yet even!  More like here I am: ready, willing, and able!   Now give me the money and sit back and be amazed! 

But they know I am trying to set things up and into motion so once the money comes we can press the "start" button and it will fall into place!   But very hard to go up to people and say "ok, I have no money yet, and am trying to impress my backers by getting things into place"...    luckily, those in the "biz" knows it works like that so phew!!

How strange to say that "luckily" the economy up here is finally facing reality and prices of places are dropping and tons of cool buildings are coming onto the market!  So it is exactly the time to revitalize it by daring to invest in this project!  Since it is lots of money and board meetings and approvals and blah blah blah, it is taking forever and a day...  but I have faith!!

Lol, got to show as Director, I can lead us to a good place!  That I have the drive, ambition and talent to do this and do it well!   As Writer I can tell an interesting story that not only was enjoyable but makes them want more!  As Producer, I can keep us on track and find the money and resources we need to do the job.  Wearing many hats that the indie filmmaker needs and making it look good, hehe!

Wow, though, amazes me to think if I can actually pull this off, talk the funders into taking this chance on a good investment opportunity, to encourage Unangan to come try it out with me, a fun adventure together!

Man, writing on this blog makes me wish I had never, ever used "autocorrect" a decade ago!  My typing skills are getting so bad!  I got used to it Upper-casing my words for me even!  :p   having to go back and hope I catch each instance it did not automatically start a sentence with a capital!  Any one else notice that?  need to put warning label on it!  hehe...

What I think will ultimately turn the tide into our favor is that I have a "vision" for it all, have several items already completed for it and a great theme!   I can picture the films in my head, but read that we can expect to re-write it several more times before we get to the filming it part...  I have the 3 scripts ready, know I will have to do at least one re-write to finalize it and then as we go and hit unexpected snags and all...  So feel confident that the beginning idea is sound and can hold up to translation into scenes!    I have several interested in acting, depending on how the acting classes go and all, how big a part they want in them...

What works in our favor is since Time Immemorial we amused ourselves with stories, plays etc.  Not even hundreds of years of "contact" can extinguish it...  And it is the right time to bring it out and show the world!!  what they tried to destroy or make us forget, unveiled!!  (picture big drum roll but with Unangan drumming!!!)  Man, so much to do, what is great is I feel everyone is primed and wanting this sort of thing too, just needed someone to start it off!   Lol, picture me jumping up and down, arms waving in air to get their attention, shouting "ohhh, choose me, choose me!!"

I have also been wondering how to create a trope or meme or whichever it is called about it...  where it is well known I don't like "Western" things so if a Westerner is cast they are like "crewman #7" in Galaxy Quest!  everyone knows they are gonna die!!  hehe...    But, the underlying theme is we are One People.  (but that does not mean we have to all like each other  :p  )...  I pictured several ways...

One is get the zombie fans involved by having them do scenes to let us practice camera, sound and lighting.  I cant remember if I already mentioned the one scene I saw in my head...  one a hillside, wooded with those thin trees we have so many of up here, very pretty and one part is flat where we have a huge table set for a meal.  We want to capture sun rise over the hill and making the crystal sparkle on the table as the 'fake' zombies start coming!  One we focus on right away, seen a bit out of focus so she looks like zombie face and walking slow (not because she is zombie but it is early! hehe)  down the hill and one of us freaks out about zombies and just as she comes into side view where we can see it is make up since it ends on the sides of her face, one of us tries to shoot her.  She gives us a mean glare but does not stop walking down to the bus stop...  It is some sort of zombie dress up day so all the schoolkids and teachers are dressed up like them and walking to the bus stop below where we are..  We are scared until we realize they are not the 'real' zombies...  some pretending to be real zombies are not the real ones either...  there is a pretty wrought iron railing going down the path on both sides of the stairs down.  One is basic straight down and one is wider and more elegant curved one...  I realize a real one is trying to blend in while everyone just relaxed because these are not real! 

I think that scene would be tricky to film and give us lots of experience in working with not only the lights but how to capture the sounds  and not get the other cameras in view!  Where the crew thinks it is to capture the light right but it is really to test our reactions for when the "real" apocalypse happens! (Those of us who can read the signs..)    :p   lots of double intentions ~if that is the right words...  where we say one thing but it is really something else entirely...  those 'in the know' catch it while the rest just think our people did not pick a good location...  heheh...

ohhh, and in Bride, there is a cool chase scene, so get people willing to let us chase you into the woods and kill ya!!    What I love about bride is I can show these in entirety and it does not give the story away at all!   My idea is to find "famous white actors" to play the western village that gets killed off one by one...  they know how it works already so we can "watch and learn" from them hopefully...  Even though the scenes are not in the film exactly, it is an important part of the film!  I am sure we will need lots of practice to make it look right so finding locals who want to participate should be easy...  Especially since there are very few parts that are not Unangan!    The scenes I wrote were written in 3 seconds so we can rewrite it to give more depth to the characters...  but this can be done before the actual filming too!  I am trying to plan what can be shot now and what we need to learn more first...

What is especially appealing is there is a small lodge for sale a boat ride away that would be a great setting for the white village!  filmed from different angles with props and paint to set them apart from one another or something since i think there are only 4 cabins and one big lodge..   I wrote the realtor about it already and hope my funding can include it!!  But I am sure we can find interesting wood doorways people will want us to use in the scenes too, so...

Just so much possible depending on dream budget or bargain basement!  We can film the first one, Ni Na Noh, on a budget for the most part, except the effects we include will need money and software...  but once we get the other bits filmed and they can see it, we will get the funding we need!  

I am excited and it is really kind of fun planning it all out...  from worst case scenario: iPhone filming for Ni Na Noh to journalist backpack kit and practice practice practice! to dream budget!

Believe!!

hugs and see you again soon! 




Creative Minds...

Creative Minds...

Does it ever drive you crazy?  The explosion of ideas and thoughts?  The thought that if i had that darn Sony journalist backpack film kit I drool over I would rule the world??!! 

What is good about using Google Blogger is there is a button looking thing on the bottom right corner that says "Complain to Blogger" that you can see as you write your blog...  I dont know, somehow just knowing they care so much, are willing to listen to any moaning and groaning I might feel like doing, well, makes me feel loved and special and can breathe again...  :p

I am planning to do a "scene" soon, weather, colds and such threw us off schedule, big time!  It makes me realize there is a ton of back up plans that I as "director, producer, etc." will need to think about to keep my films on time and budget!

Luckily, with this realm, if the actress is like red nosed sneezing etc. and looks like heck, I can put her in a "mask" to hide it easily and then voice over when she is better, so phew!  Can you imagine a world where masks are common?  I think it would be cool!
Photo by David Groat

Ohhhhh, that reminds me of a "making of" scene I pictured the other day...  to learn the techniques and such and to introduce our Spirit and Nether realms we would do peek-a-boo scenes.  The camera would try to sneak up on the spirit or Other when they are taking off their mask to see who (or what) they are...  A few of the demons would pay handsomely to learn who certain people are "when they are at home" so I imagine their minions trying to sneak up on a Spirit or Demon or Other...

I was trying to picture ways to do the "unmask" thing where they can hide their face...  so the camera is trying to sneak up on them...  we see them from the back side view but they know we are there...  so they raise their hands to the mask and begin taking it off and the camera rises from a low crouching position to elbow height so we are still a bit below their head and then they suddenly turn to us...

I picture using a stocking with makeup face underneath so it is colorful but blurry so we can not see features at all...  it would get my actors (who are all probably first time actors!!) used to being filmed and doing scenes, the lighting, sound, etc. people would get lots of practice as we would just do it over and over with people trying variations they think of too...

I think it would help show our unique style too...  I picture the first year as learning and practicing the crafts since I plan a new industry and one we need to learn from the ground up, so to speak...  I plan on a "crew" of maybe 20, who will do bits of it all...  so besides learning to act they will also learn to do sound or makeup or camera or lighting...  making them try it all out so we are all at least a bit familiar with the terms and equipment...  then if they are skilled at it, have them learn more and more...

That is the problem and excitement of this project though!  A brand new industry for us, a brand new culture for the world to enjoy and learn!  If you picture where we lived (by choice, mind) it was isolated areas instead of city type places, so right off the bat you see it is very different from the Western world.  We traded with the Orient and the rest of the Great Land, we (as a tribe) were friends with the Spirit and Nether realms in a unique way, so access to different materials and knowledge was easier then imagined by Westerners studying our culture...  And of course, why on earth would we reveal these secrets and magics to them?  So it is undiscovered still!!  hidden from view... until now...  and why now?  good question but you will need to watch the Trilogy of Terror to find out....  hehe...  shameless self promotion moment...  

hugs and take care!

Setting the Scene

Setting the Scene

As I begin to picture getting it all started up here, I imagine introducing some of the characters in ways that will reflect them.

There is so much about Greek or Roman or Norse gods that you can guess who they are by what they are wearing or holding but in my sci fi world "Loosely based on my culture".  I wonder how to set up the characters so they are recognizable to everyone.  It is very fun and challenging and I am enjoying it immensely!

We dont have gods like the Greek or Norse kind, ours are more "Spirits" then god as thought of by Westerners.  So, I wonder if I will need to remind the audience of that often and how to do it...

In this world I am creating, everything is tied together into a complete whole.  There are hierarchies like any structure would have but that does not necessarily mean the same in our world as the Western one.  I have "the 4"  a mysterious group who "rule" everything but are rarely seen.  In my novels it is easy to set up and explain but how to do that in film?  Especially when they don't even appear in the film itself!  They are the off-stage directors and technicians is a good way to explain it.

I was thinking of scenes to introduce them...  I haven't named them yet, as they have many and it depends on who you are to them too.   Think of it as a major corporation, with the CEO, VP's and their staff, except to save money they also do the cooking for their own lunches, type their own reports, have friends to talk with and others you talk to to ask for a report, and then they go out and they dance and maybe one person serves the drinks because they are skilled and it saves them a ton of money this way, one runs the dj music and another does the dishes and then they go home and are part of a big family.  All these roles seem normal when thought of in this way, so will that translate to these characters too?  You might meet the CEO when they are cooking lunch and not realize they are also the big boss...

So I picture introducing the 4 and to show their differing personalities too...  One seems very "queenly", a woman who has power and knows she has power so has nothing to prove to anyone about it, it just is.  Her meeting area is sort of a boudoir area, I guess is a good way to describe it.  It is her personal area, a reflection of her tastes and her love of steampunk.  Gears run along one wall and her "throne" has a steampunk button she regally pushes and the side table next to your chair opens and a glass of ice water raises to the table.

Then it shows the "behind the scenes" where you are in a steamy dank nether realm area and a big purple light flashes and a siren wails a moment and everyone rushes to man the sort of slave paddles you picture in old ships, slaves rowing image...  The camera pans up the wall with clunks and gear sounds to another room where more "slaves" are frantically rushing to chip off of the glacier bottom showing in their roof to remind them this takes place in Alaska...  They put that into a sort of suction tube you would see in a bank drive up window and more gear sounds behind walls as the camera raises to the next level up with more frantic people crafting the blown glass cups and then up to the next level where dozens of slaves of a better class it seems are rushing to put it together prettily and then set it on the thing that raises it to the table beside you...

Then it goes back to you (first person view so it is you interviewing/meeting "Her" ) and she can seem to read your mind...  she answers as if you asked the question "why all that when you can do it much easier?"  Here I want to show the humor of the series...  where she agrees to let them all go "free" as you call it...  so it shows them all getting fired suddenly and for no reason except you said to do it...  so now they are upset at you and wanting to know where you live, etc.  hehe...  I want to try to find scenes like one from Legend where the "goblin" says "Mortal world turned to ice, this be goblin paradise"  or the one from Harry Potter where the spider says to them "you entered of your own free will..." to show that when they dont have a "purpose" they get bored and the realm we live in gets affected (effected??  infected??  darn, where is my editor when I need her???)  hehe... 

Darn, not sure that quite captured the vision in my head...  got distracted trying to picture going to my funders to explain I want all this scenery, costumes, etc. for bits that are hardly in the trilogy of terror films "but are in the tv series spin offs..."  hehe...

hugs and take care!

He Built A Bike That Ignores Physics

what a fun idea!