Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Almost there! Pantry shelves DIY


I have been having a good time doing these shelves and glad my measurements are holding up and it is rock solid with no wiggle!

I still need to screw each shelf into place and sand it... but woot, rockin' these shelves!



I have debating whether or not to seal it now or wait until we redo it since I plan to make it prettier somehow as well as functional!

So, the shelves are in place and it looks pretty good so far, I wonder if I should get some mineral oil and do beeswax DIY or just go buy some wood oil...  Some sanding to do and they are not perfectly cut but that is due more to doing it on the floor and one day I will have a work space dedicated to it!

I took some more pictures and will show them when it is completed, hopefully tomorrow!

It is great to have come this far where I truly overcame my fears.  The sound of the saw used to scare me so bad and the sound of the screw sometimes too!  But I realized I was probably more afraid of not finishing it at all then doing it wrong and decided I am in control here! 

So, got the pantry shelves almost done and for the most part love it!  I think I can do this!  I will do the shelves in the rooms and see about the greenhouse and garage!  :p

Believe in yourself!

#Attu
#Unangan
#HandMadeWithLove
#WoodWorking
#RyobiTools

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Pantry Shelf Day 2 or is it 3?

Lost track already of which day I am on... but I am enjoying the progress so far!

We first got the lumber weeks ago and the tools awhile ago too and it was me being afraid of trying something new I guess... 

But watching Anna White really inspires me to just do it all that I think about!  So, I finally decided to go for it.  I had measured the area for the pantry shelves when I first got the lumber and again before I began cutting, but then the wasp thing happened...

Hehehe, so I took that rest of day off and began the next day fresh.  I managed to get a bunch cut but then realized I was doing the wrong measurement!

Oh man, so my plans called for the shelf to be 4 planks deep and I had measured that so each of them would need to be 4' long and instead I made them the other measurement  (the width not length)...  but decided those will become the brace for my shelves and cut new ones yesterday and today!

Woot, felt good not feeling defeated by it.  Before, I would have taken a week off to mend my ego but now I keep a positive mindset all the time!  Makes a huge difference because I can lift myself back up before I get all the way to the ground now!

It is so important to learn yourself and know the kinds of things that effect you so you can learn how to fix it. 

But back to my amazing pantry shelves!  It is weird learning to use new tools that you think you already know just by watching others do it, whether your family or youtube but when you try it yourself it can be tricky. 

My shelve measurements I used the carpenters square to draw the lines to make sure I was mostly level when the first screw went in.  The first 5 screws went in pretty ok, but then the 6th one just did not want to go into it at all.  I will try to figure out why but think it is just I need to pre-drill my holes.  Simple and effective solution that I probably should have started with!

I did take a pic of the empty space but will save it for the big "reveal" post...  though it wont be nearly as pretty as I plan it to be for a permanent one, this one is designed to be stand alone and while strong not glued so I can take it apart and redo it better when I learn more.

Just a quick update, progress is slow but steady!  I think it will be done by tomorrow and how exciting my shelve spacers were done by accident when I did the wrong measurements  :p  So, none wasted!

Hugs and take care and do wish me luck!!  And leaving you with a shot my Home:  Attu, Alaska

Attu | island, Alaska, United States | Britannica



#Attu
#HandMadeWithLove
#DIY
#Unangan



Sunday, July 19, 2020

Stand Up / Stand N Rock #NoDAPL (Official Video) ~Remember this??!!





What is interesting to me is how was it allowed to get this far? 







Brioni Faith - Everybody's Free













How exciting!  I am here at about 2:52, second row from top! 

Pantry Shelf day 1



It started off very good!  I got it set up on the patio outside the back door and was working on the shelf while another was working on clearing out our shed and another was working on mowing the yard back there.  We like it to be half jungle looking but every once in awhile will mow just to keep trees from starting.

So, one was doing the shed, clearing out the stuff that we threw in there that we did not want to throw out yet but didn't have room for in the house.  We had decided to use it as our diy area for salves etc. that we wanted to be able to store undisturbed.

While I was learning how the Ryobi Circular Saw worked they began doing their own things back there too.  I managed to get the 2 12' boards cut in half to make the 6' supports for my shelves and was thrilled.  It was as easy as I had thought it would be once I got over my fear of the saw.

We had bought this combo tool kit and I was excited to begin using it!  Be warned the circular saw is 5 1/2" blade! 

Photo: 18V ONE+™ 6 PC COMBO KIT


I brought out one of the boards I needed to make 3 cuts on but this one was thicker then my first boards and it gave me a bit of trouble.  At first I thought it was the mat I had them on.  I used my foam for making armor stuff, that puzzle stuff.  I thought maybe it does not like the material so decided to try to use a board underneath.

Except it did not seem to work with the thicker ones at all.  It would begin and then stop once it made about an inch long cut into the wood.  I was in the process of figuring it out when the one working on clearing out the shed yelped.  She was pulling out a big cardboard box we had stored in there and it contained either a bee nest or a wasp nest!  She got stung on her leg.  I decided I really did not want to be using a saw when there was a nest of angry bees so close(!!!) so called it a day and brought my stuff back inside...

As I was bringing my stuff in she decided to see if she could get the box out of the shed and off to the side except the bees decided No!  We all raced inside and have the people coming to remove it this Wednesday...

But I decided I needed bigger tools  :p

So I will be saving up for my new one:  a miter saw!  Those seemed as scary as a circular saw to me but I got over the fear of the saws and now want a miter!










































So now I decided to try sawing them by hand so I can do it inside.  It is 4 boards with 3 cuts each so hopefully will not take me too long.  We do not plan to glue these together because we figure we will get better soon and be able to redo it strong and pretty.  My plan is just to screw them onto a board support, 4 of those underneath with the end 2 attaching to my support poles.  So, it will be strong now and later on we can make it both functional and gorgeous! 

I don't really want to film or get pics of the process as I am so new at it that I doubt anyone could learn from it so far.  I hope to get a little shop area set up though!  Would love a nice craft room, curtained off area for the wood working, nuno felting table and storage of fibers, silk worm rearing, mushroom logs, just want to do it all! 

Maybe if i can get enough views I can get Ryobi to send me a discount code to use at Home Depot  :P  worth a shot!  So, be a pal and share this with your friends and family...

#HandMadeWithLove
#Ryobi
#HomeDepot
#Indigenous
#Unangan
#AttuAlaska
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Friday, July 17, 2020

Making my first shelf!

I am excited, we are making our first shelf this weekend!  We got the lumber from home depot about 2 weeks ago and have been planning and waiting for a good weekend to begin.

Following the measure twice, cut once rule I measured the area when the lumber first came and again just now.  Our measurements were barely off and I think that was just because the first one I just looked and this time I pressed the tape measure against the wall to see where it hit.

So tomorrow we plan to saw the wood and depending on how long it takes me to haul the lumber outside to cut and back inside, I might do the cutting tomorrow and assembly Sunday.

If you are planning to build some stuff and are looking for plans I highly recommend Anna White! 







After the pantry we plan a long garage sort next then a greenhouse! 

We may not get to the greenhouse until next Spring but we will see how ambitious I feel!  I think all will go well with the pantry.  That is my first step then the garage style shelving for a long indoor wall and a shorter one in another room with a blank wall.  If those go well I may decide to try something more complex to see how it goes then the greenhouse and maybe even build my own garage!

The Artiste Herself
The Artiste Herself





#DIY
#HandMadeWithLove
#WoodWorking
#AttuTribe
#Indigenous
#Unangan
#CraftsWoman



Wednesday, July 1, 2020

#MMIWG ~ the "g" stands for "genocide" not girls! Get it right!


I was very happy at first to see people using the hashtag #MMIWG!  It felt great that we were finally being acknowledged and seen!  But, not quite...


People are trying to turn the hashtag meaning into something else, something more comfortable for them and that is wrong! 


Would you sit by and let people turn the #BLM hashtag into Black Looks Matter? No, you would say something about it…


So, please, ask yourself why you are so comfortable with using the wrong words when it comes to the #indigenous?  We will pause here while you sit and think deep and hard about it...














It is because you are so comfortable with our genocide...  The sad, ugly truth... you are so used to it that you do not even think of "it" as real anymore... and when it is brought up you try to deflect and distract by switching the meaning from genocide ~an atrocity against humanity, to girls ~so much more sweet sounding...  but how dare you!  


The insanity must stop! You are not allowed to change our meanings, our words or our voices into something you are more comfortable with! How dare you think it was ok in the first place!


Either do not use the #MMIWG at all and simply say you support us or use the right word: genocide!



And this number was from a couple hundred years ago, it has probably doubled by now...


#MMIWG

#Indigenous

#IndigenousLands

#IndigenousRule







Wednesday, May 20, 2020

The European Portion...

In my Bride of Sorrows series, one portion of it is a tv series that is done by many groups at once following certain dates and events set by my show that the others spin off from...

I think it will be a fun sort of easy group thing to do, each culture(s) get to do their own story of it and show all in a good light with good and bad people in their culture, the One People idea...

This idea is our group of woman worldwide were supposed to prevent the disaster, but were scattered and separated by many forces so missed our chance and the world is in ruins.  So now we (European group) are all older and all waking up and realizing we are now in dire need to find our girl we were meant to train.  But the show introduces all of the main European ladies and sets up their own vibe apart from ours.


But I always pictured introducing that series with "Liv Tyler" sort of in a coma in our healing tent, sort of like a backstory that is never told in my series and finally waking up.  She does not know what has happened to the world, only that she was on a mission to stop "us" because she was given wrong information.  We are transporting her in a sort of magic craft that others can not see but we can see around us.  She is waking up and is trying to understand where she is and what happened.

Liv Tyler, 42, Shares Her Go-To Products & Age-Defying Skin Secrets


The #indigenous woman seem a bit divided about helping her with one clearly opposed to the idea and another one with mixed feelings but willing to help them get back on their feet at least.  The girl can move around now that she is used to the ship and sees the world is changed a lot and on the brink of being changed forever.  We just come to their secret area and the area is nearly destroyed except for a hidden bubble protecting the woman inside.

The Liv Tyler character (oh how i wish!!) sees her whole area destroyed and the magic bubble.  The one indigenous lady who is opposed to helping cant help bragging that she is using her power to shield them but forgets the girl knows none of the current events and just says "I did this!" meaning the protection shield.  She is proud because she went against her judgement to aid the ones doing the destroying.  She is powerful enough to shield worlds away.

Understandably upset and angry at her home destroyed she (the Liv character) wants to fight with her and make her stop before realizing we were helping them and they did the destruction... 

By this time they are landed and the doors are opening and the woman from this area are glad to see not only the Ladies but their friend they thought lost.  The Liv Tyler character demands the indigenous woman stop right now and to her surprise the main indigenous lady smiles and says "finally! something we agree on" while the other indigenous lady is looking worried and saying "no, we shouldn't".

The barrier fades as the ship disappears and they are left unguarded and almost instantly they see shadows closing in from afar.  The Liv Tyler character is upset at herself and yelling "wait, you cant leave us like this!" but no response and the group of men are nearly entering their area when the shields instantly power back up.  That is the pilot episode  :p 

Things like the events and names are not decided yet since it can be flexible based on the culture the actresses we get are from.  I picture the other 3 main woman as like these (which I know I cant get these fine actresses for my low budget tv series but how i picture them):

The lady in charge of this area: Gillian Anderson

Gillian Anderson (@GillianA) | Twitter


I would love someone as instantly recognizable as her for the role.  So we recognize her and feel familiar with her whether we like her acting or not.  She feels incredibly guilty because she feels she failed everyone and wants to make up for it.  She is the one deemed "wise" who everyone goes to in the area to find Truth.  She is in charge of the ladies here, it is a very loose but dedicated group of woman who secretly (as you never heard of them before) protect the world.

Her main task is to help the ladies find the ones they are supposed to be training.  She is very used to being in charge as her "day job" is running an electronics firm before the disaster that wiped out electricity, at least for now.

She has a group who are all "second in command" depending on who is around and all work well together. 

This one is the sort of personality I want her to have: Olivia d'Abo

Olivia d'Abo - IMDb

I loved her innocence in Conan and her grown up version as Nicole Wallis, she was awesome.  I like that clever intelligent image for this character.  She is both innocent and cunning, a mix that confuses people as they can not tell if or when she is telling the truth about stuff.

This next character is much like her: Billie Piper

Billie Piper in a 'good place' now after her 'oversexualised years ...

She is adventurous, intelligent, resourceful and unpredictable. While she is very sexy, it is understated and just a natural part of her and not "used".  She is often chosen to be the diplomatic one.

The area is a bit strange as it mixes "other" space and our world seamlessly while they are in this protected area.  Others only see it is as a destroyed Costco size building with most of the roof and walls gone now.  But the parking lot would be nature and defined like a parking lot is where you can tell where it ends easily.  But the "Other" is space in another realm, where light and dark are one.  There has a certain look but also mixes in the local culture too.

The main story would be them sort of regrouping and gathering the woman back together and finding the newest ones they were meant to already be training. 

I see one as as "Emma Watson" type from the HP movies, intelligent, awkward, and resourceful and now a grown up.

I see one as the sort of Russian girl in Lost Girl, "Ksenia Solo", type of character.  Cute and vulnerable looking but actually smart, resourceful and tough.  Strange is normal to her.

The next set already know each other and work well together, I picture them sort of like the 2 ladies from Dark Matter: "Jodelle Ferland" (who played 5) and "Melissa O'Neil" (who played 2).  We learn their back history over the series but it is more to show that our sisterhood is natural and forms on its own, even if we miss gathering them.

So these are more character "ideas" I see in my head as try to visualize how it will go.  My main idea is we have the own groups decide scripts and local events while keeping the world real and other events known.  The idea is that each season will encompass events from this point to this point as canon.  So any group wanting to join can sort of choose when and how their group will go and we will know which season it belongs to.  So season 1 can be filmed even years after we start as long as it follows the timeline. 

One People but all so very different!  It is the beauty of the world and should be embraced and this series does that.  It also has back history from ages and ages ago that will be defined, and also other realms as well.  Each group has their own private sort of spiritual place that is unique to them and only they can be there.  They might all be similar but each is distinct so a symbol from one culture means (or might mean) something totally different if you see in from another culture. 

There is communal space in the other realms proper area but they usually are too busy to do more then a quick "hi there, we so need to get together soon" kind of thing.  So they all are vaguely familiar to each other in this world. 

This idea was going around and around my head so I needed to write it down.  Does that happen to you as well?  An idea buzzes around annoyingly until you write it down, especially when you are trying to work on something else! 


But the idea is the varying cultures can create their own show as long as it follows the guide set for when events happen.  It takes pressure off as there will hopefully be enough participating that we can take time to film and edit without needing to rush.  Or course I imagine the groups will be excited and trying to get it all filmed fast too!  I imagine the different genres they will have too, maybe one mostly action, another drama, another a more day by day one...  That is the beauty of this idea, I create the world but they People their portion! 

I so need to get myself together and get funded.  It is multi-media and huge but cohesive and a very interesting story (Bride of Sorrows I mean, though I am sure each spin off will be too)! 


It has been another up all night writing thing, so sorry if it does not make as much sense as it does in my head  :p  I just needed to get it down so I can work on what I want!  To the actresses on here, when trying to cast the show, these woman stood out as the ideal one for the role to me.  I apologize if it seems I am trying to glom onto your talent!  That is not my intention, I just loved you dearly in your other roles and always dreamed of having you in one of mine someday.  You came to mind when I got this idea buzzing and needed to get it written down.  I am a fan and if I could afford you, I would try to hire you but as of now, it is at the "low-to-no" budget stage...  You are the tough woman I see in these parts as role models for others...





#BrideofSorrows
#BOS
#Europeanvision



Saturday, May 16, 2020

Dear Shauna Rae...



I am so sorry you are going through some hard times and wanted to send hugs and healing.  It is what makes your channel so very good, that you feel so deeply and are a good person.  I watched your video and so wish I could have reached through and given you a hold or told you it would be ok. 

You are so full of beauty and love, even when you dont see or feel it yourself!  I am sorry you got rude comments that made  you turn off your Youtube and other social medias.  I view each video as a gift so please take all the time you need to heal and know we will be here when you come back!






I respect you even more because you do not turn to hate or encourage rudeness!  The times are hard but we will get through them and all be stronger for it.  Positive mental health, common sense precautions for avoiding catching anything and being good people really matters!

I hope you see this but even if you dont, I hope others see it and learn what being a good person means!


@heyimshaunarae


Monday, April 20, 2020

Writing topics #Stayhomechallenge

I love writing and with things being so gloomy (on purpose it seems) we all need to work a little harder to keep up our cheer.  So I thought of the beauty in the world and decided we will do a week writing challenge!

Day 1)  the first time you saw a flower and/or bouquet that made you fall in love with how beautiful flowers are. 

Day 2)  the first moment you think of when I mention the gentle breeze against your back...

Day 3)  the first animal you saw in the clouds that made you look more often to find more...

Day 4)  the scent of cooking that made you so happy that you try to remember it when you need a lift.

Day 5)  the song you find yourself humming when you are quietly happy.

Day 6)  the cutest animal you ever saw.

Day 7)  since this is the day of rest, a best waking moment when the dream is still fresh and real and you manage to bring a piece with you to start your day.

These can be long or short, but they should be written without much thought, what springs into your mind first or second.  Dont worry about punctuation or grammar this time around, just enjoy the moment of pen to paper (or finger to keyboard)...

I will go ahead and post my short ones but you can skip them and go do your own!!

So, if you did these challenges then comment 7 more for us to try!  Remember the world is beautiful and magical!  We are strong!


1)  it was a white flower, a lily, but I cant remember when or where but I was young and my mother was carrying me.  Must have been a funeral but I was too young to understand and just saw the pretty white flowers.



2)  waking up next to an open window and the cool breeze gets under the covers and wakes you...



3)  I think it was a dragon and it seemed so magical!



4)  tacos, family and love!



5)  Prince singing kiss




6)  first time I saw a pony!



7)  I think it must have been my perfume, some rose one since I carried the perfect red rose into my waking world almost, it faded but the scent stayed a bit!




#stayathomechallenge
#writing
#Keepbusy
What makes you smile?  I felted this flower!

My short film idea of cursed doll!




He Built A Bike That Ignores Physics

what a fun idea!