Wednesday, May 20, 2020

The European Portion...

In my Bride of Sorrows series, one portion of it is a tv series that is done by many groups at once following certain dates and events set by my show that the others spin off from...

I think it will be a fun sort of easy group thing to do, each culture(s) get to do their own story of it and show all in a good light with good and bad people in their culture, the One People idea...

This idea is our group of woman worldwide were supposed to prevent the disaster, but were scattered and separated by many forces so missed our chance and the world is in ruins.  So now we (European group) are all older and all waking up and realizing we are now in dire need to find our girl we were meant to train.  But the show introduces all of the main European ladies and sets up their own vibe apart from ours.


But I always pictured introducing that series with "Liv Tyler" sort of in a coma in our healing tent, sort of like a backstory that is never told in my series and finally waking up.  She does not know what has happened to the world, only that she was on a mission to stop "us" because she was given wrong information.  We are transporting her in a sort of magic craft that others can not see but we can see around us.  She is waking up and is trying to understand where she is and what happened.

Liv Tyler, 42, Shares Her Go-To Products & Age-Defying Skin Secrets


The #indigenous woman seem a bit divided about helping her with one clearly opposed to the idea and another one with mixed feelings but willing to help them get back on their feet at least.  The girl can move around now that she is used to the ship and sees the world is changed a lot and on the brink of being changed forever.  We just come to their secret area and the area is nearly destroyed except for a hidden bubble protecting the woman inside.

The Liv Tyler character (oh how i wish!!) sees her whole area destroyed and the magic bubble.  The one indigenous lady who is opposed to helping cant help bragging that she is using her power to shield them but forgets the girl knows none of the current events and just says "I did this!" meaning the protection shield.  She is proud because she went against her judgement to aid the ones doing the destroying.  She is powerful enough to shield worlds away.

Understandably upset and angry at her home destroyed she (the Liv character) wants to fight with her and make her stop before realizing we were helping them and they did the destruction... 

By this time they are landed and the doors are opening and the woman from this area are glad to see not only the Ladies but their friend they thought lost.  The Liv Tyler character demands the indigenous woman stop right now and to her surprise the main indigenous lady smiles and says "finally! something we agree on" while the other indigenous lady is looking worried and saying "no, we shouldn't".

The barrier fades as the ship disappears and they are left unguarded and almost instantly they see shadows closing in from afar.  The Liv Tyler character is upset at herself and yelling "wait, you cant leave us like this!" but no response and the group of men are nearly entering their area when the shields instantly power back up.  That is the pilot episode  :p 

Things like the events and names are not decided yet since it can be flexible based on the culture the actresses we get are from.  I picture the other 3 main woman as like these (which I know I cant get these fine actresses for my low budget tv series but how i picture them):

The lady in charge of this area: Gillian Anderson

Gillian Anderson (@GillianA) | Twitter


I would love someone as instantly recognizable as her for the role.  So we recognize her and feel familiar with her whether we like her acting or not.  She feels incredibly guilty because she feels she failed everyone and wants to make up for it.  She is the one deemed "wise" who everyone goes to in the area to find Truth.  She is in charge of the ladies here, it is a very loose but dedicated group of woman who secretly (as you never heard of them before) protect the world.

Her main task is to help the ladies find the ones they are supposed to be training.  She is very used to being in charge as her "day job" is running an electronics firm before the disaster that wiped out electricity, at least for now.

She has a group who are all "second in command" depending on who is around and all work well together. 

This one is the sort of personality I want her to have: Olivia d'Abo

Olivia d'Abo - IMDb

I loved her innocence in Conan and her grown up version as Nicole Wallis, she was awesome.  I like that clever intelligent image for this character.  She is both innocent and cunning, a mix that confuses people as they can not tell if or when she is telling the truth about stuff.

This next character is much like her: Billie Piper

Billie Piper in a 'good place' now after her 'oversexualised years ...

She is adventurous, intelligent, resourceful and unpredictable. While she is very sexy, it is understated and just a natural part of her and not "used".  She is often chosen to be the diplomatic one.

The area is a bit strange as it mixes "other" space and our world seamlessly while they are in this protected area.  Others only see it is as a destroyed Costco size building with most of the roof and walls gone now.  But the parking lot would be nature and defined like a parking lot is where you can tell where it ends easily.  But the "Other" is space in another realm, where light and dark are one.  There has a certain look but also mixes in the local culture too.

The main story would be them sort of regrouping and gathering the woman back together and finding the newest ones they were meant to already be training. 

I see one as as "Emma Watson" type from the HP movies, intelligent, awkward, and resourceful and now a grown up.

I see one as the sort of Russian girl in Lost Girl, "Ksenia Solo", type of character.  Cute and vulnerable looking but actually smart, resourceful and tough.  Strange is normal to her.

The next set already know each other and work well together, I picture them sort of like the 2 ladies from Dark Matter: "Jodelle Ferland" (who played 5) and "Melissa O'Neil" (who played 2).  We learn their back history over the series but it is more to show that our sisterhood is natural and forms on its own, even if we miss gathering them.

So these are more character "ideas" I see in my head as try to visualize how it will go.  My main idea is we have the own groups decide scripts and local events while keeping the world real and other events known.  The idea is that each season will encompass events from this point to this point as canon.  So any group wanting to join can sort of choose when and how their group will go and we will know which season it belongs to.  So season 1 can be filmed even years after we start as long as it follows the timeline. 

One People but all so very different!  It is the beauty of the world and should be embraced and this series does that.  It also has back history from ages and ages ago that will be defined, and also other realms as well.  Each group has their own private sort of spiritual place that is unique to them and only they can be there.  They might all be similar but each is distinct so a symbol from one culture means (or might mean) something totally different if you see in from another culture. 

There is communal space in the other realms proper area but they usually are too busy to do more then a quick "hi there, we so need to get together soon" kind of thing.  So they all are vaguely familiar to each other in this world. 

This idea was going around and around my head so I needed to write it down.  Does that happen to you as well?  An idea buzzes around annoyingly until you write it down, especially when you are trying to work on something else! 


But the idea is the varying cultures can create their own show as long as it follows the guide set for when events happen.  It takes pressure off as there will hopefully be enough participating that we can take time to film and edit without needing to rush.  Or course I imagine the groups will be excited and trying to get it all filmed fast too!  I imagine the different genres they will have too, maybe one mostly action, another drama, another a more day by day one...  That is the beauty of this idea, I create the world but they People their portion! 

I so need to get myself together and get funded.  It is multi-media and huge but cohesive and a very interesting story (Bride of Sorrows I mean, though I am sure each spin off will be too)! 


It has been another up all night writing thing, so sorry if it does not make as much sense as it does in my head  :p  I just needed to get it down so I can work on what I want!  To the actresses on here, when trying to cast the show, these woman stood out as the ideal one for the role to me.  I apologize if it seems I am trying to glom onto your talent!  That is not my intention, I just loved you dearly in your other roles and always dreamed of having you in one of mine someday.  You came to mind when I got this idea buzzing and needed to get it written down.  I am a fan and if I could afford you, I would try to hire you but as of now, it is at the "low-to-no" budget stage...  You are the tough woman I see in these parts as role models for others...





#BrideofSorrows
#BOS
#Europeanvision



Saturday, May 16, 2020

Dear Shauna Rae...



I am so sorry you are going through some hard times and wanted to send hugs and healing.  It is what makes your channel so very good, that you feel so deeply and are a good person.  I watched your video and so wish I could have reached through and given you a hold or told you it would be ok. 

You are so full of beauty and love, even when you dont see or feel it yourself!  I am sorry you got rude comments that made  you turn off your Youtube and other social medias.  I view each video as a gift so please take all the time you need to heal and know we will be here when you come back!






I respect you even more because you do not turn to hate or encourage rudeness!  The times are hard but we will get through them and all be stronger for it.  Positive mental health, common sense precautions for avoiding catching anything and being good people really matters!

I hope you see this but even if you dont, I hope others see it and learn what being a good person means!


@heyimshaunarae


Monday, April 20, 2020

Writing topics #Stayhomechallenge

I love writing and with things being so gloomy (on purpose it seems) we all need to work a little harder to keep up our cheer.  So I thought of the beauty in the world and decided we will do a week writing challenge!

Day 1)  the first time you saw a flower and/or bouquet that made you fall in love with how beautiful flowers are. 

Day 2)  the first moment you think of when I mention the gentle breeze against your back...

Day 3)  the first animal you saw in the clouds that made you look more often to find more...

Day 4)  the scent of cooking that made you so happy that you try to remember it when you need a lift.

Day 5)  the song you find yourself humming when you are quietly happy.

Day 6)  the cutest animal you ever saw.

Day 7)  since this is the day of rest, a best waking moment when the dream is still fresh and real and you manage to bring a piece with you to start your day.

These can be long or short, but they should be written without much thought, what springs into your mind first or second.  Dont worry about punctuation or grammar this time around, just enjoy the moment of pen to paper (or finger to keyboard)...

I will go ahead and post my short ones but you can skip them and go do your own!!

So, if you did these challenges then comment 7 more for us to try!  Remember the world is beautiful and magical!  We are strong!


1)  it was a white flower, a lily, but I cant remember when or where but I was young and my mother was carrying me.  Must have been a funeral but I was too young to understand and just saw the pretty white flowers.



2)  waking up next to an open window and the cool breeze gets under the covers and wakes you...



3)  I think it was a dragon and it seemed so magical!



4)  tacos, family and love!



5)  Prince singing kiss




6)  first time I saw a pony!



7)  I think it must have been my perfume, some rose one since I carried the perfect red rose into my waking world almost, it faded but the scent stayed a bit!




#stayathomechallenge
#writing
#Keepbusy
What makes you smile?  I felted this flower!

My short film idea of cursed doll!




Monday, April 13, 2020

Daydreaming...



I have been daydreaming of getting some farmland of my own!  While that dream is a ways off yet, I do plan to get some elevated raised beds this summer.  I think I will garden more if it is easier for me to reach and saw many of this type of elevated raised  garden beds.



I like this one because it is long and what I was looking for:





Link to his site to download the pfd plans




My favorite DIY builder is Ana White and she has a few things I want to build this Spring:

She has an outdoor sectional that looks cool and comfortable.

She has a greenhouse that looks perfect size.

She has a chicken coop and even though I am vegetarian it seems a good idea to have some for barter if nothing else...


Life is good and we need to hold on to the good parts and the love!

Be safe everyone!

#BeSafe
#OnePeople
#Indigenous



Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Positivity #stayathome



It can be hard to stay positive when you feel "stuck" at home so change the way you view it to become positive again!

An easy way is to keep busy, either doing what you love or learning something new!  So here are a few of my favorite YouTube channels if you need a place to try....  



Evil Ted Smith /cosplay!!  I love foam crafting and cosplay and prop building and he is doing a foam scraps challenge:





Leather working is another one I want to learn.  I always get inspired by this channel:





Photography is another area I love and this is my current favorite channel:






I love comfort food:



foam working and one of my fav channels:





music is also a good way to pass time and get into a good mood, I love @Slash so much and this is a good song:







This is one I think you will like:  The Hu




Cake!  I doubt I will ever actually attempt to make this one but I love how it looks!!!





maybe some projects around the home:




or just need some shelving:





and for a yummy dinner:




and just some ones to help pass time:


urban explorers are always interesting



computer games:




your true crime fix:




Cookies!!!!!




Nuno Felting, my fierce passion:



I hope you find one that interests you and you stay safe!  take care of yourself, do not live in "fear" but rather live in love!!


#stayathome
#stayathomechallenge
#nunofelting
#photography
#crafting


Saturday, February 22, 2020

Most current works of wearable art

I took some quick pics of my latest creations and thought I would show a few here...  I plan on getting some props so my items look better displayed.   This is my warp mill, I thought it would be a cute background for the items since it is all fiber art!  All handmade with love and a little prayer woven in...



A popular style is my locks bag.  The backside is "plain", merino wool with an outer layer of flax/linen that will soften with age.  Depending on the locks and materials used these can range from $150 - $500.

This one is called "skirted" because of how it turned out, looking like the bag is wearing a mini skirt... 


locks bag



This is one of my "rugged" series for men who want beautiful wearable art... The textures and edges are rough to give it a very rough and rugged feel.  The main body is silk lap for texture with silk roving and alpaca edging.  It is super soft to the touch.  I will also offer it with straight edges for an extra $20 for those who need it looking "neater"...


alpaca silk scarf


I am so proud of this one!  It was meant to be a wool pachima but I had opened it from the plastic before I remembered I would need to felt it from the middle too...  so it tore a bit because wet wool is so heavy!  I nearly cried at "ruining" it!   But added a super long piece of blue-green silk to help hold it together and called it "Genocide" since it is very much like putting your life back together after it has been brutally torn apart!

Genocide scarf


This is another in my genocide series.  I planned a "rugged" series but made the hat too thick to shrink it down like I had planned.  I was left with this huge "hat" and felt so down on myself for not remembering to calculate thickness in my shrinkage!  But then I thought "Hey!!!  I know what to do!"  I turned it upside down and made it into a gorgeous bag!  

Genocide Bag


This is just a sweet little bag that I wanted to be able to offer people.  Inexpensive but pretty.  A sweet deal!   Affordable luxury of sorts... :p


Sweet Bag


Fingerless gloves are nice to have on hand for when you are a bit cold but also working.  These wrist warmers are so soft and comfortable.  It is 1 thin layer of merino wool done on a pattern that shrinks by half.  it makes it feel like you are not even wearing it...


wrist warmer



#HandmadeWithLove
#FiberArt
#FiberArtist
#Merino
#nunofelt
#wearableArt

Friday, February 14, 2020

Seaweed Game Demo



So excited!  I finished my first game demo!  I wanted to show my style and get hints and tips for the finished game.  

Get it here!


I am using the RPG Maker MV for it.  I find the engine very easy to use and the community is great!  You can find me there on the forums:

Jaded


I need to polish it a bit and add in the quests but this gives you a chance to wander a bit and hopefully get you interested in purchasing the game itself!


The starting village is a small fishing one that the new innkeeper has been making "fancy"...

your home

Your grandparents raised you and gave you a beautiful and good life.  The fact that you are a little dark and light-fingered has nothing to do with them...


Outside your house

 While this is my first game I am actually making, I have several designed games for when I learn how to create them.  This one is not as in depth as those but for a first game it will be fun as the demo is over half an hour of wandering and discovering the girls' personalities.


          
"the girls" 















The party is 4 girls who do not know each other, 3 are the same age and one is noticeably younger.  You can explore your village a bit but then you need to go north to get the rest of your party. 




battle scene

I will figure out how to do a pre-order so those who want the game can save some money!! 

#Crowdfund #FirstGame #RPGMakerMV

Tuesday, January 28, 2020

Positivity!

I hope everyone is doing good!  I am feeling very excited and nervous, I am about to have my second booth for selling my felted items!  I find it so hard sometimes, having confidence in myself...

I work hard at it and have prepared some wearable art for my booth.  I still dream of getting a fashion line ready.  I can see it in my head and feel so ready to go for it.



felted flowers from a few years ago...



It is a good feeling and one I hope everyone reading this feels too.  It is not enough to have passion and artistic vision, you need to not only create but put yourself "out there" so others can experience it too...   

I am working on a photoshoot so hopefully can post some photos of my latest items soon!

Until then, I just wanted to send out good feelings into the world, know you can do it, whatever "it" means to you!  

hugs, ~Sea 

#Attu
#Unangan
#confidence
#Artisticvision
#handmadeWithLove

Friday, December 27, 2019

Millionaire philanthropist needed!!


 Hello all,

It is late night here and my mind has wandered into the goofy area and I decided to share it with you.  I was thinking how wonderful it would be if we could somehow capture the interest of a millionaire philanthropist who is searching for a good cause to support.

 It is a weird feeling to think you could change the world for the better if only you had the resources! 

The Artiste Herself





I have a grand vision and working toward it slowly but surely and think how incredible it would be with some real help.  The stress of real life, you know things like surviving the ongoing genocide, how do we get people to acknowledge it is even happening and so on, makes the creative process a bit slow going.


Image for #WaterisLife


I am a Batman fan and that got me thinking of someone with too much money and looking for a decent way to use it finding my blog and dreams.  I do believe in goodness and that good attracts more good.  I also think the ongoing genocide makes it very hard to feel the "good" in the world.  Which makes it hard to attract "good" and "decent" when there is a lot of anger mixed in daily life.  I don't mean just for me, but for this whole half of the world! 

Currently I am working on creating a fashion line with the fiber arts and specifically nuno felting being my medium.  When the raw fleece costs so much just for that and not including the merino or decoration materials, it is prohibitive. 

I am very lucky and have a supportive family who have helped me build up my fiber art tools over these years and I am ready to move to the next level.  I plan to sell some at a  craft booth and build up a following and earn some money to buy more fibers, everything is in place.  The big dream is to create a complete line of outfits, accessories and jewelry and present it in a simulated fashion show.

sample of first items created



After that I want to begin holding workshops to teach the art and help other #indigenous because it is so expensive to try it out. Lol, I will do this on my own but if you have extra millions lying around and wonder what to do with it...  :p

Thanks for being a bit silly with me at 2am!!  
hugs,
Searean



#millionaire
#philanthropy
#goodCauses
#indigenous
#AttuTribe
#Alaska
#fiberArts
#handmadeWithLove





Tuesday, November 12, 2019

He Built A Bike That Ignores Physics

what a fun idea!